Confessions of An Ugly Duckling

When I met this person, I expected a hang out one time and an occasional hi on AIM and an occasional conversation, but no, instead God gave me someone that turned my world around. My world has never been the same. I'm so interested in how I'm going to be when I get back to Winthrop. I'm excited to come back and see her. I'm excited to do all these things. I'm ready for whatever comes, because last year was a year of confusion and I had no clue as to who I was. I am found now. My old friends have found me, and new ones have discovered me. It's incredible.

I'm glad that I've changed. Change is good sometimes and sometimes it may seem bad, but it turns out good. I've come to terms that no matter what, I'm not going to please everyone. I am a people pleaser yes and when it comes to my music that's a good thing I guess. But, in life you can't be the people pleaser, you have to be the self pleaser as well as the people pleaser. I had been miserable dealing with this, but I couldn't keep it up so I had to be the self pleaser. I couldn't depress myself to make other people happier. Because in the long run, I would have made everyone upset with me.

So let me focus on this.
YOU.
You're the greatest person ever. Your phrases make me smile. Your just unexplainable. I couldn't put in words how amazing you are and how much I've changed being around you. I'm just happy around you. I'm never sad. I wish I could give you so much more than I actually have. I've been so short with you. I'm never up to par and I want to be the biggest person to you. You're just... great. :]

quack.