You constantly tell me how much I need to be different.
Set myself apart from the others around me.
Me why does it have to be me?
On top of that, you give me this.
Fire some sort of power upon me.
Where am I going? What am I doing with my life? ... What does it all mean stage, you got it.
I feel like I let people down way too much. I am a people pleaser. I try my best to make everyone happy. I try so hard and I can't tell people the way I really feel inside. I don't want to hurt them, but I also want them to know the truth. There are thing I wish I could say to certain people that if I did say to them they might go crazy. The persons I'm talking about are already crazy when it comes to emotions and the way they feel, but I seriously just want to scream it to them.
A more descriptive letter to someone.
You make me forget that I'm even alive. I don't know if that makes sense or not, but I feel myself around you. I feel like I am seriously not on planet Earth anymore. Our conversations can go from deep to just plain weird and funny so quickly and thats the way I am and I love how it doesn't bother you at all. Sometimes I feel like that guy in that movie, you know the one, where the guy owns a record shop and he's got that music thing that wasn't even supposed to happen. My thing wasn't even supposed to happen, but for some reason, and yes, for some reason, you inspired me to do it. I think it was because of all things I'm getting into now, but you were a spark somewhere in there. I am thankful for every molecule of you. ... I just sounded smart ... but I am. Thanks for everything. Quack.
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