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Don't tell me you're done for
Don't need to hear you're done for
You can tell me what you were running from
I need you more than you need you
I can see you're really really running.
May I ask you where you gonna run to?
And you think you're living as a ghost now.
Not quite heaven's ugly angel.
We all feel like we're breaking sometime.
I won't let you go tonight.
I was listening to Elevation's podcast since I can't be there every weekend worshiping Jesus and he was answering questions from members and people that send him e-mails.
One, I can't even remember what it was, but he said "If you are not living like there is a God, and you say there is a God... then, YOU are a functional Atheist." I began to think this over and I related it to my life. Do I really live like an Atheist or am I living like there is a God? When people ask, I don't deny Him, but then again I don't go off saying how much I love Him and how much I value Him in my life. I just don't know what I am.
Also, I did nothing today. I'm doing everything that I think I should've done during the day, NOW. I feel lazy, but I don't care.
I really don't understand what is going with this one situation in my life. I really want it to go away. I don't want to remember this person, I don't want them to talk to me any more. I don't want to hear about them, I don't want to see them... I just really don't know if I can handle this much more without screaming my lungs out.
1 comment:
its okay to scream your lungs out sometimes. just try not to do it in a public place because you might scare someone.
also. its okay to question yourself sometimes, and its okay to question God sometimes. i could go into more detail about that but i won't right here. we'll talk about it.
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