A Long, Long Time...

Hey.

So it's been a long time since I really talked to you.
I just wanted to let you know I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for not being myself. I'm sorry for just being a complete jerk.
I haven't grown like I said I would. I haven't stopped doing things like I said I would.
I am forgiven, but I am still lost. Where am I?
Who am I?
Who was I?
Where will I be after it's all over?
All I know is that I'm back. I'm back for good.

I can never leave the one, true, and holy thing that makes my life what it is today.
You are my legend.
You are my hero.
You are my hollywood.
You are my ghost.
You are my being.
You are me.
I am You.
And I will show them US